With all of us being sick at some point since before Christmas, I feel like I've been in such a funk. I can't seem to get in a good mood. I can't seem to get back into a routine. All I want to do is stay in every day and then I get stir crazy and mad at myself for not getting out of the house. I just have no motivation these days. I feel like I'm watching my life go by outside of my body. Like I'm numb or in a dream.
I've been taking vitamin D as prescribed by my DR that is supposed to be helping with mood swings. But lately, my emotions have been all across the board from one minute to the next. I've had to get my anxiety Rx refilled after almost two years of not using it. Ugh...I guess it's all the stress with trying to sell this house and maybe my body is adjusting to not being on birth control anymore.
We lowered the price of the house by another $100,000 today. That's down $300,000 from our original asking price now. It's so frustrating and is definitely taking it's toll on us. I just can't wait to have this all done and over with already.
We plan on renting a house in the Fairfield/Kempsville area of Virginia Beach once we get rid of this house. I really liked living over there and I can't wait to move back. I'm just not looking forward to the packing and unpacking. You would think I would be a pro by now. Seven moves in the last eight years should make me a pro. But I just hate every part of moving.
Okay, enough of my pity party...The girls are doing good. Trevor has been surprisingly helpful since my mom has been gone(coming home tomorrow...wooohooo) and he has gained confidence in himself as a father since I left him with the girls for the weekend last week. I am so proud of him. But it didn't come without a price of course. Ever since I came home, Emily double-checks with her dad before she does anything and that gets a little frustrating at times.
Natalie is talking more and more each day and I feel like she is growing up too fast! She'll be 2 in 4 months. Oh my, where does the time go?
Its been a while...
14 years ago
I always wondered why you host the Cinema Cafe's in Kempsville! LOL ~ Well hope things look up for you guys soon and you get a BUYER! Going off BC can do funny things to you too, all that hormone crap... I hope you feel better soon, maybe we will finally see some snow tomorrow and the kids can play in it :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry Virginia!! Funks are hard to get out of..especially during the winter..it's much easier to have a great day that lifts your spirits when you're out in the sun and warm air..hang in there with the house..it will sell to the right buyer..I would snap it up in a hearbeat if we were in any position..it's BEAUTIFUL..it's just a hard time for EVERYONE right now..Take care girl!! :o)
ReplyDeleteGirl, I'm sorry you're in a funk. My BFF back in Texas, Tyson, always called it a "blue funk" when you felt depressed and couldn't put your finger on it...
ReplyDeleteI have to think part of it is the gray weather. It gets to me, too. I'm a sunshine girl. Gray makes me feel... well, gray.
Such a bad market for selling and I'm sorry you're stuck in such a market... but spring is usually met with a boost in home sales, so here's hoping (and praying, if you like).
My girls will be 2 and 4 in less than two months... I have been brought to tears by it (and I'm NOT a cryer!). Time goes by so quickly.
Read a good book. Then read one to your babies. It's okay to hole up for a while and just enjoy being a mommy... I sometimes feel like hibernating... winter is just too gray...
Take care, Chicky. Feel free to call me if you feel like hanging out (or getting out).